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April 05 still in 'pissed' modeHad a look at the place today... it's not up to expectation but still considered quite a good choice in term of investment. Need to really look into it before making the decision. After all, it's unlike groceries shopping where you can just simply grab and run. I have to answer to my parents for the decision I made as a grown-up.
Ping is right I should really be thankful for I have now and I have to admit that I can't survive here without the financial support from my dad. I really do appreciate everything they have given to me and will never take it for granted.
Ping is like my colleague@friend@teacher, she has played so well in these multi-roles and have rendered her help in several ways which I am truly grateful and I will sure find a way to repay her kindness. She's now like having the VIP seat in my heart and I do not care for what others may think of her or what. She is my friend, she is just doing whatever she thinks is right, she is leading her life and I have to say she is such a wonderful person and I really like her for being who she is. Like Chinese saying, gossip stops at the wise.
I supposed to have recovered by now (after my self healing process: sleeping and shopping) but somehow i got affected by a short sentence. Ohhhh... stupid fellow, I have totally given up on you. Thank you for ruining my mood ya!!! You are doing such a great job in this!! April 04 the new me??Thinking of having a new beginning with all the previous blog entries deleted.... Chambering at the firm I very much wanted to join, doing the things I had been longing, having things (not all) I wanted to have... I'm trying to be contented with I have already had, but still doesnt seem to be enough. What if those things just dont work the way you wished them to be? What if the life is not as beautiful as you thought to be? What if the plan just dont work out as you planned? What if the person is not as what you wanted(imagined) them to be?? What if... Maybe there isnt so many 'what if'? I'm not as tough as people think of or I wish myself to be.. I will still be defeated easily.. I was just like the previous me, pretending someone I hope to be but such a failure in playing the role and everyone is justing mocking at my incapabilities... Maybe I will be self-healed again tomorrow.. |
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